Monday, March 26, 2007

Cheers...

to all our guilty pleasures.
May we revel in our human-ness,
and reach for heights unknown to man.

He says things I think.
"stress isn't necessarily in places. it is in people. in us. and will follow us, wherever we may go."

He Strives.
"perhaps it is sometimes wiser to listen to the head, reason, and logic above emotions. but i dont really think anything emotionally-oriented or logical precedes wisdom. i suppose that's something to strive for."

He's human.

He questions.
"i'm pretty frightened as well.
but, not any fright too large for my God to turn into something beautiful.
if only i hand it over... that's the part that gets me."

He's a lyrical muse.
He quotes Pedro the Lion.
"'the longer i lay here'. i need a miracle, someone to help me, help myself."

He's a cutie.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

...

fakebook
fake palindromes
fake crushes
...
i don't know how to begin this post.
it's been much too long since i've seriously done so.
...
and so it goes
...

i rode a rollercoaster yesterday.
up was the day as my name rolled off his lips...
an elation that continued through yoga and a run...
but unprepared i slide into a plateau...
where i just sit.
sitting is where i am...
as her name is said to me.
sitting is where i am...
as i see you sitting next to me.
sitting is where i am...
as i begin to feel like i can't breathe,
my heart pounds,
my body flailing at the top,
screaming at the "pea"ple down below.
...
the air is thin up here...
the ones i thought were here to help pull me off,
are now clearly in the distance...
far away, not here...
they were fake crushes.











i fail.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Clap Your Hands and Say Yeah...

I still read this blog...
Why? Because I haven't updated in a while...
And I want to know if it's worth it...



Am I worth it???