Friday, November 30, 2007

I would...

stay in the shower all day and be enveloped by warmth
if it meant i would stop feeling this.
And if my fingers didn't get pruney.

Listening to silence.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

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I'm crying.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

This moment will only last but a few minutes before I break down in tears.

So I'm listening to these songs...
Triggers of both my worst and best semester at ISU.
In my mind, these songs have grown timeless,
working in all sorts of situations:
mainly low points in my life.
But upon hearing the melodies,
listening to the guitar strums,
hearing the gentle lead vocals,
I realize although I tend to listen to them during low times,
and previously listened to them during my worst semester,
I have equated these songs to my strength.
The overcoming of such pain, anxiousness and tears.
I know I can do it again.